Journaling on estrip is easy and free. sign up here

Paul's Journal

paul
My Podcast Link

06/02/2007 21:10 #39506

The lilho going away party
Category: party
Before the party

This bird was so dead.
image

What the heck are all these iDVR stickers and signs everywhere. I like the idea of giving out temporary tattoos but was it seems like they all just end up on the floor group, I found hundreds of them downtown.

image

image

(e:enknot) at the (e:lilho) hair studio
image

where (e:imk2) got extensions that looked so real
image

image

I know this is so not right, but I am totally sick of these peaceprint birds everywhere. It just sees like such a stupid slogan and I always think it is a euphemism for poop.

image

If the (e:ladycroft) going away party wasn't tonight I would have gone to this.
image

The party was pretty nuts. We ended up having 65 people according to (e:lilho) 's countdown. I would post the list but she made up funny, inappropriate names for some people.

Some highlights
Holy crap - (e:metalpeter) looks so different without a beard.

Hallways are much more visible from outside at night.

Here are some pics although I didn't get many, I do have an hour long video that I can probably never post.

Put the banner up
image

image

Chris Haight got "cake" in (e:mike)'s face somehow.
image

Thanks (e:carolinian) for all the mojito stuff. I have never seen so many limes in one place.
image

Giving robert and company a tour of the house, we could only see the unfinished side of the attic by camera flash. They had plenty of theories about the cage.
image

image

The end of the night video - such a waste of alcohol

::Download Flash Video::


paul - 04/11/10 21:16
Oh, remember yvonne?
fellyconnelly - 06/03/07 16:35
paul: thats the beauty of alcohol... it kills germs! (thats what i tell myself)
metalpeter - 06/03/07 10:46
I mistyped current owner should have read previous owner meaning the people you bought the house from not you guys sorry that was unclear. And On a side note nice pictures of (e:imk2).
metalpeter - 06/03/07 10:33
How could I forget about that cage. My mind wants to think that it was up there for dirty reasons. But then my mind also thinks that maybe it predates the current owners and goes back to the church days and maybe the detained people. Or who knows maybe it was there animals when they went away. I never made it to the jungle juice, I knew there was no way I could handle all that alcohol. Would I be correct to assume that the fruit absorbed the alcohol and now is a special snack. Hey maybe that would be a good idea for someone to make lots of money on somehow. Alcohol drenched fruit. It is good for you and can get you buzzed. It is to bad you had to waste it but I really don't think you want that sitting around either.
paul - 06/02/07 22:38
(e:lilho) and I wanted to save the alcohol but some dude convinced us it was disgusting because so many people had their hands in it.
fellyconnelly - 06/02/07 22:16
that was full of alcohol? you could have saved that for tonight!

05/31/2007 23:45 #39487

Thursday In The Square
Category: thursday
This tasty personal pizza from Brodo was really yummy. Had lunch with megan and (e:enknot) - they are way famous. About 40 people stopped by and said hello. Seriously, they are like one step away from Paparazzi.

image

After work, I headed over to Thursday In The Square with (e:matthew) and (e:terry) For a free event it is really awesome no matter who the band is. I love Thursday In The Square, especially, since I can walk there and back in about 10 minutes.

image

image

image

image

image

::Download Flash Video::



The jesus people keep recruiting younger and younger dudes. Not to mention cuter and cuter ones, no nasty ladies in bonnets this year. Remember Hottie McJesus (e:paul,32654)

image

image

image
What the fuck (how unprofessional: what is wrong with you paul?) is the buffalo flag. I saw one flying at Thursday In The Square. Since when do cities have flags and why is it so freakin' ugly. Holy crap, they cost $50.00 what is it raising money for. I bet with a nicer design they could sell more. Both (e:matthew) and I didn't like it. Sorry if you designed it.

At Thursday In The Square there was a guy that looked so much like (e:matthew) His friends also tried to get a pic of them both.
image

image

(e:mike) and (e:amanda) came out, she has a great video of her that I think she is going to try and post soon.
image

image

(e:terry) making funny faces
image

Walking back the subway was packed so we walked. There was some sort of fight that resulted in an ambulance.
image

I really upped the quality on the compression for this one which unfortunately made it 13MB.

::Download Flash Video::



The Flynn and Friends logo looks nice in the dusk. I really want a bright orange estrip neon tube sign. I wonder how much energy they use.
image

As May closes, I have to ask myself what has changed about my life that in 2005 I wrote 97 journals in May and in 2006 I wrote 54 journals in May but this year I only managed to get 26 written. My life must be so much more boring now. I am going to go back to 97 next year ;) The truth is I think my entries are much longer now. I save up more media because of the higher res camera and then post the all at once, instead of like before when I posted everything right from the phone. I hope the iPhone can change that.
fellyconnelly - 06/01/07 12:19
Paul - you make me excited to move to buffalo with all these great photos/videos. thank you.

also "how unprofessional: what is wrong with you paul?" = HAHA

that being said.... usually when i see these holy rollers around here in new paltz (the land of sinful homo goodness) i like to wink and flirt with the ladies... they LOVE that! hehe
theecarey - 06/01/07 11:24
Whats a Thursday at the Square without a pack of 'Ruckmanites" ?! --jumping on the "ExtremeChristian" thread, I am so fascinated with these people. Well, extreme religionists, cults, 'holy rolling bible thumpers' in general, etc.

(e:mrdeadlier) - oh I remember the pack of them that take up select Tranist corners in Lockport. Several years ago I used to live there and had to drive by them frequently. Before learning to just roll up my window and look away, I had taken to cranking the most offensive music I could find using the intense bass sound system in my car (I did say this was several years ago, haha, and it seemed a good idea at the time). Everything I did then probably just reinforced their beliefs..
Occasionally I try to chat with them, get in for a 'closer look'- but its just a scripted monologue preach fest on their part.

think they have a myspace page? haha
mrdeadlier - 06/01/07 10:22
They're probably attracted because they know there's going to be a ton of people there. There's actually a group of them in Lockport (might be the same people) that street preach on South Transit at a traffic light. They shout at cars that are waiting for the light to turn.

But I'll bet they actually don't like seeing the women at the Square. These folks are so racked with legalistic guilt (self-righteous pride notwithstanding) that they probably can't look at themselves in the mirror for a week after seeing them.
paul - 06/01/07 09:32
I totally release that these people are serious freaks. It would be great for a group of other christiands to confront them. Actually, I have seen lots of people confront them directly on the street. What I don't understand is exactly what they oppose at Thursday at the Square. I am sure the guy ones like watching all the practically topless ladies considering most of the women they bring are in some sort of farm bonnet costumes.
mrdeadlier - 06/01/07 08:51
I hate those "Christians" at the Square. I actually recognize some of the drawings on their placards. They call themselves "Bible Baptists" because apparently normal Baptists are too worldly (color me guilty). If you want to make them really angry call them "Ruckmanites" since they hold to the standards and teachings of Peter Ruckman (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter_Ruckman), which in my opinion are heretical. He's a King James Version only guy and is one of the most offensive-speaking people one could ever meet (I actually saw him preach 11 or 12 years ago). So yeah, in summation, those clowns really are a tiny (albeit vocal) segment of Christendom in the US. I've actually been giving thought to setting up shop across the way from them and calling them out, but I'm far too non-confrontational for that.

Sheez, I should have made this its own journal entry.

05/30/2007 23:44 #39471

My fucking anger management issues - lol
Category: guests

05/30/07 22:59@76.180.169.90 Guest wrote:

hey Paul if you really want to get some interest cut down on the cursing; specifically "fuck-off, fuck you etc". Not very professional. I'm sure you'll ban me after this dose of constructive criticism due to anger issues. Cheers.



Maybe you haven't noticed but this isn't any sort of professional environment. There is no company, no share holders, no sales image. Just people chatting about their lives. I definitely don't want more interest from people that require a professional environment or censored conversation.

@ 05/05/07 01:33@76.180.169.90 Guest wrote:
You rock you gay genius AIM me @ t5440t



Who are you? Are you even the same person or do you share a computer.
--paul
fellyconnelly - 05/31/07 16:44
i love the title of this...
james - 05/31/07 13:27
Well, they were right on one account

1) you rock

other than that...

05/30/2007 22:50 #39469

The more glamorous days of buffalo
Category: buffalo
Does anyone remember jelly bracelets. I know that (e:hodown) does. But what you might not know is that they came out of Buffalo. Here is the thing. I don't know they were made here but I do know they were nationally distributed from my very favorite former zipcode. 14222.

image

I was going through the box of muppet magazine from my childhood and found this advertisement. It made me want to go pin my pants. I just might do it for tomorrow if I can find some pins.

image

image

image

Our air plant committed suicide. I think it is actually still fine but just wanted attention.
image

(e:enknot) ordered the squid rings at Kuni's To Go today.
image

Saw the rubble on high street this morning.
image

image

This tree in (e:holly) 's sister appartment building parking lot is really eaten up by bugs.
image

image

Clams were on sale at tops. Really, really on sale and I like those kind. I waited in line for like 15 minutes because, according to the worker, the guy who was supposed to pre-count for the sale wasn't in. I got 5 dozen. Then I dropped the bag and 20 of them jst pretty much exploded with cla juice and dripped all over me and the store. That must have been fun to clean up. I felt really bad. The guy had given my the clams in a slippery mesh net with no bag. Looking back I think a plastic bag would have been in order.
image

We went to that Buffalo Clearance and Supply at Great Arrow and it is really freakin' weird. Everything seems to be used. Like the stoves their were selling still had food caked on them? Weird, right - where does the shit come from. The ovens weren't very cheap either.
image

They had this cool looking mod furniture.
image

The irises finally opened. We have a purple one and a yellow one.
image

image

image

We ended up getting an oven for the tenants at orvilles. I will really miss the old oven that my grandmother always cooked in.
image

image

I really want this leather couch and love seat set. It is only $1099 for both. It seems like such a freakin deal that I won't even tell you where it is. It isn't new, its used but everything I always dreamed about in a furniture set.
image

image

image

They also had this red couch for $399.
image

image

image

This signature tool at the tops checkout seems so primitive.
image

Went with (e:lilho) to try and sell her car to one of my tenants. She is selling it for $100 and it goes. I mean it has problmes but a car that goes for $100 is a rock bottom deal and the girl buying asked if (e:lilho) had an itemized list of problems. Was she going to try and bargain. I mean an ipod cost more than $100.
image

image

This apple looked so lonely all by itself in the parking lot at Northtown Plaza. I wonder how it got there.
image

At tops they had personal watermelons. Is that really necessary.
image

Finally, as promised, the pink sidewalks in Kenmore.
image

I love this graffitti at the west side stores.

image

image

I have ripped hundreds of yards of wire out of our house and off our house. Used to be offices in it I think. There was one wire coming from the church that was an inch thick.
image
metalpeter - 05/31/07 17:43
I remember people pinning there pants. The Best way to desrcribe it would be that you would grab the bottom of the pants leg and pull back all the lose fabric and then pin it in. I also remember that there where thse pins and on the pin part they had these little beads. Those jelly braclets have kinda morhped into black braclets and "Sex" braclets and may even still be around. In terms of the Graffati the Smurfs are about two blocks from my place.
jsl - 05/31/07 15:48
I have a pile in the basement and it is mostly BX (metal-clad copper) cable. I called some places in the yellow pages under "metal recycling" and they will pay for it by weight, and strip it for you, too. Metalico (127 Filmore Ave, 823-3788) was the place I found, but haven't used them yet, I'll probably bring them a few bags full next week. Call them and they'll give you a rate for the type of cable you have.

I didn't think of recycling it either until I told a friend that my blue bin was full of the crap and he told me to call the Buffalo metal recycling places. I threw away piles of it before I found this out as well. :(
paul - 05/31/07 15:15
Damnit, I through out liek 3 times that. I never thought of recycling the copper. i have more, do I need to strip it or do they take it as is. Who takes it?
jsl - 05/31/07 15:13
Make sure you recycle the copper wire, that stuff is worth a lot!
fellyconnelly - 05/31/07 13:02
i love your photo entries.. they always make me happy!
imk2 - 05/31/07 07:56
heh...that graffiti says zack....i know that dude.

i've seen that little white car so many times. i kept asking who it was....now i know. i totally think you should be able to sell that car for more than 100 bucks. 300 maybe?
jenks - 05/31/07 06:03
ok, I hate to say this... but what does it mean to pin your pants??
My class used to 'peg' our pants, i.e. wrap them really tight at the ankle- but there were no pins involved. Is it a wny thing? help!
theecarey - 05/31/07 02:49
oh jeez, i used to pin my pants. I was just thinking about that a few days ago, too. It was a bad bad day if you couldnt find a pin (safety or bobby) while getting ready for school.

I had mad amounts of jelly bracelets. solid colors, glittery, spiked and scented- I had them all. Oh and a pair of sparkly purple jelly shoes.

Target is bringing 80's back. Not sure if I wasnt to re travel that route.

gah, thanks for the awkward trip down memory lane. ;)

PS your kamikaze air plant looks like a freaky squid creature crawling out of your bathtub drain.
leetee - 05/31/07 00:54
ooooo... i love Consignment Furniture on Sheridan! :O)
jenks - 05/31/07 00:00
paul you absolutely crack me up. i love you guys. :)
mrdeadlier - 05/30/07 23:45
if you come to work with your pants pinned tomorrow i will punch you in the face. seriously, you've been warned. go ahead and test me, i dare you. ;)
mike - 05/30/07 23:23
A couple things: your suicide plant and the sushi rings look they are related. I too am gonna miss Nonna's stove. It is so quintessiantially part of who she was. She was blind and could still use it so why couldn't they. Sure it was a fire hazard adn all but it had style, something you can't get in those new fangled stoves that you don' thave to ligth with a match and risk your life each time.

05/30/2007 14:34 #39457

Open sourcing estrip
Category: estrip
This is in response to (e:jsl,39452)

"GPL-licensed software can't be sold for profit; you can only charge enough to cover "reasonable" distribution costs." -- (e:ajay)



Can't vs Won't
Ya, if people fucking admit to using it. I can't tell you how much stuff I have seen other graphic designers and web programmer's rip off of true open source projects and projects where the source was just laying around, re-package and sell for ridiculous amounts of money.

Clients do not know the difference between open source code and not open source code, that is why they are hiring a web programmer. To freelancing web programmers, time is money and to them there is no higher authority who has to evaluate the legitimacy of their code. Simply put, people take the open source code, put a new look on it an resell it for commercial purposes. If you are a web programmer and don't believe this is happening you are crazy or in denial.

Opensourcing Tools
I am totally for open source on many things I do. Especially tools. In fact I regularly contribute useful sourcecode to other groups of programmers.

Most of the client side magic is done with my surebert flash/javascript toolkit and that is opensource. which has been used in many other projects at Roswell. I am also working on a php framework called surebert framework which estrip is created with and it will be open source - as I will most of my future tools, which there should be a ton of. I like to opensource tools that allow other builders to build bigger and better, easier and faster but I am not really into open sourcing final projects.

I feel that a web programmer should make those things on their own, as I did with estrip or use something way easy like all the yahoo community building stuff - which by the way is great. Taking the tools I created surebert and surebert framework and the tools someone else created e.g. PHP, javascript, etc. it is a simple step to create estrip.

It has little to do with security as it did when I wrote that so long ago and much more to do with I don't want anyone else to use surebert journals (which estrip is an instance of). It takes like 30 seconds to create a new instance of estrip for another place and that is quick enough to be commercially useful. Back in 2004 we tried this with is it even there still (e:twisted) ?

I don't want anyone to make any commercial anything out of the estrip system ever. I created as a response to all the commercial systems out there. Not to mention that the fact that it was my master's thesis at UB means that they probably would claim rights on it anyways, if it ever became anything.

Like Chicken Wings
To make it a Buffalo analogy. Call me pretentious but I feel like me giving away estrip as a single, installable source package is akin to the Anchor Bar giving away their famous chicken wing sauce recipe. Then everyone would just use it and be the original Buffalo Chicken Wings and worse yet they could make it commercial. Even if I tell them they have to put a note on it saying I made it, and not use it for anything commercial, who is to stop them from putting their own label on it and just ignoring that. I basically don't have time to taste every sauce and see if it's my flavor.

Not Just Commercial Derivatives
Frankly, it's not just commercial projects, I just don't want any derivative works created even if they were non-commercial. I hate the thought of creating publication software that can be used for communities I don't want to help. I mean what if someone made an anti-gay community using my software. I just don't even want to go there.

In fact, I really don't want it to be used for similar communities in other places. I feel it is part of what makes it unique is that it is not just another vBulletin, yahoo group, myspace friend clique, livejournal group, instance of the same thing that everyone else has.

I know people can make things exactly the same or better, and I encourage them to, but they will have to put the time and effort into that.

At Work
When roswell asked me for a similar system (I did not do the graphic design) I ended up writing it from the ground up just so that it was not the same software. Although, it has similar features none of the code is shared other than surebert.

While estrip took me several years to fully develop it took me only a month to build yRoswell because I am a much better programmer and because surebert toolkit and the surebert framework were already there. Not to mention that PHP is just so much better now than it was in version 3 and 4. Bye, bye procedural madness.

Need New Features
However, if you have feature requests feel free to email me and I can see what can be done about it. Can't promise they will be done tomorrow or ever, but at least they end up in the list.
twisted - 05/31/07 02:51
ya, it's :::link::: still there. you typed a slash instead of a dot.
joshua - 05/30/07 15:01
I thought of that thing you talked about a few months back with surebert and work.

You are not pretentious, man. To be honest if I were in your shoes I don't think I'd handle it any differently. There is a difference between "your baby" and contributing freely to open source projects that are meant specifically for community cooperation and development.

paul - 05/30/07 14:38
Maybe I will change my mind later.